Space Traveler Discloses Mental Health Struggle After Deluge of Harassment Following Journey
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her battle with depression after facing a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
The 34-year-old activist – known as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the short-duration mission earlier this year, which also included well-known figures.
The much-publicized journey was met with derision by some, who questioned its cost and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the ordeal, the astronaut, who was celebrated as the pioneer for her community, stated the negative reaction eclipsed her moment under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” the astronaut shared in a public message, referring to a phone call from a fellow crew member in the period after the journey.
She portrayed the press attention and digital reaction as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she confessed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in gynecological science and operated research during the flight, said every professional achievement – from her lab work and extensive preparation to the symbolic importance of her roots – was buried under the deluge of gendered attacks.
She is best known for her tireless campaigning fighting for justice for sexual assault survivors.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was paused after being assaulted during her time as a student, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
The Fog Begins to Lift
Months following reaching space, she noted the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she expressed gratitude the supporters whose support pulled her through. “You all saved me,” she wrote.
She added that amid the criticism, important benefits had come out of the mission, such as elevated attention for her scientific work and new advocacy opportunities.
Flight Details
The computer-piloted spacecraft lifted off from Texas in the spring, carrying the six-woman crew on a brief suborbital flight that exceeded the Kármán line of space.
The diverse crew also included leaders in multiple disciplines.
The venture behind the flight is a private space firm launched by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.